exhausted. big changes.

exhausted is an understatement. but that is the only word that comes to my mind. for those of you who don't know, I returned to work full time till the baby comes....I'm in my second week and to say it's been an adjustment is putting it to lightly. to be honest, I have cried more days then I haven't cried. it's been a huge struggle for me to adjust to this. on top of everything else I am still owning and running my photography business as well. those sessions have been moved to weekends now but I am feeling stretched to the limits and emotionally and physically spent. I have spent countless hours wondering what I can cut back on but everything I am doing either has to be done - i.e. cleaning the house, working full time and the flip side is everything else is my heart and soul and what I live for. i.e. my family, taking care of Jack, my photography. I simply can't give one up for the other. so hence the lack of blogging. so enough of the pity party - I keep telling myself I can do this for another 10 weeks till the baby comes and I can. I know I can. one day at a time. right? lots of deep breathes and lots of praying.

and since I don't want to end a post as a "debbie downer", this photo brings a smile to my face.

this is how we found Jack sleeping one night, I think it was around 10pm at night, we always go into check on him before we go to bed ourselves and look how we found him. picture courtesy of daddy.